Got just past page three hundred on the manuscript write-in yesterday. Less than 100 pages to go.
Woke up this morning with overwhelming dread. This is the first novel I’ll publish on my own, without having a publisher pay for it or a commercial fiction editor tell me it’s good enough, and this morning, I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling at 4:59 AM, crushed by self-doubt.
Nevertheless, I got up, hung out with my husband and kid for a while, and am now getting to work.
Life is change. So I’m taking a deep breath and finishing this, and moving on to the next project.
As one of my mind’s little gifts for this, I got the opening paragraphs of CADY: BOOK 3 (no title yet), while standing in the shower.
They’re written down. 😀
Write with joy. Cheers to you NaNo-ers.